wth is wrong with me...

somethin's wrong with me and i noe it... haix... few days ago i was sayin i was back to my normal self... but i was wrong... totally wrong... i guess i jus cant accept the facts of wad that had happened last week or so... for the past week, i had been tryin ways of distractin myself from thinkin of stuff... but... i duno lei.. i am feelin very friendless now... it seems like no one really cares... although there are ppl who ask me about how's life and everything.. but there is no one whom i can communicate my feelings to... HOPE i can faster "put down/delete" wadever it is in my brain...

went ps today with rs to makan... haix... went window shopping and makaning around... sux... i ate like a glutton... be4 meetin rs, helped jie format her comp... den went home around 8pm...

sometimes i feel that i am stupid... and weak... how could i be so simply beaten by jus 1 'cuo zhe' in my life...