LAST week of hols...

haiz... this is the last week of my hols... freakin sian... recap of wad i did this holidays... took part in a camp... an extremely wonderful camp... DNA... made lots of frens and cool ppl~ then came back frm the camp damn high, had alot of afterglow activities, then after tat left with about 3 weeks liao... the remaining 3 weeks was damn sian... cause kinda start to miss DNA le ba... haha... kept goin out... 1 week like at least 5 days reach home after 10pm? haha... damn power... heng never got scolded... bought halflife 2, went swensens with the dna peeps, had my 1st giant earthquake there... haha... after all these, i am left with less then 2 weeks liao... then all this time i play games, slp, eat, wake up, go out, come home and slp again... haiz... arbo is play games... shiet... oh ya... my review of my results, negative... guess i have to work harder abit more ba... 1 more mth and 1 day to the new year... haha...

i hope this sem would be betta for me in t03 ba... hope to get more positive influence frm em... lolx... and hope everything works well for me... heng i got go dna camp sia... gotta knoe alot more peeps frm t03... lolx... i duno how i am actually feeling now ba... very sad that i have to leave t04... but good thing that i went into t03... haha... cos jiahao although have classes with t04, but his is very complicated... still got t05 de... oso duno who the hell are the peeps there... lolx... goin to kunz liao... damn tired... btw... i wannna play BBALL!!! stupid rain today... haiz...

gettin bored...

haix... slack all day at home... arhg... y hols so short... if longer i can go work le mah... wth lo... today slacked at home till 3+, then went to hbrfront there pass the ps2 wires to jiayang... after tat went to chinatown to meet yeting, wx and rs to makan and chill... haha... me and rs were like gluttons sia... eat and eat and eat... like no body's business... haha... claypot rice, chee cheong fan, then 2 egg tarts... then went to macdonalds to chill... ate a sundae and a cup of ice milo.... chatted and crapped there... till bout 8+ or 9 ba... then went home...

feel that i need something... something or some1 to 'disrupt' my life... haha... or really too boring liao... very routine sia... wake up, play, chat, eat, play and play and play, and slp and this cycle continues... arbo is go out... i think i am missing basketball... or izzit something else... dunno ba...

sometimes, i jus think that i am very useless... haha... like a 'fei ren' liddat... no aims, no goals... i do have a few goals to achieve... but jus dun have the courage, nor the will power to achieve it...

ps. pai sei ah... these few days my posts are like damn fuked up... haha... maybe too bo liao at home le... waiting for ppl to jio me out ba... so write this kind of stupid things...

EaRtHqUaKe~!!!

haha... today went out to meet my dna camp mates for swensens... using the vouchers we got as prizes... haha... damn... it was good... haha... was supposed to meet em at 1pm at orchard... but woke up at 2pm... so decided to meet em for dinner... haha... me, angeline (my 'jie'), layting, ivy, peiling, alex (happy b'day~), alvin and poi shared 2 giant Earthquakes lo.. haha... and i ate a fish baked rice... ahaha... drank lots and lots of water today lo... drank like mad lidat... i think at least got 7-8 cups ba... cos of zhong ji mi ma lo... haha... today ultra bo form... tio at least 4 times... then i not playing zhong ji tat time ah... drank like 3 cups ba... haha... today tio keep tio 'bully' by my jie... haha... no la... not bully la... jus making fun of me only la... haha... but bo pian... who ask me to be her di... lolx... so let her make fun lo~ -.=

then went to action city and bought 'lingling longlong' stuff for my jie and layting to put on hp.. haa.. hope u both like it ba... lolx... then after tat walked to esplanade to tok kok and take pictures... after tat took train to tiong and took cab... AGAIN!!... sian lo... have been overspending lately... die la... and have been spending too much time outside le... haha... need more time... not enuff time for family, friends, games, and most of all, myself... argh...

these few days i have been ponderin about how others are feelin bout my attitude... haha... good, bad, fuked up, friendly, overfriendly, extra, or wad... haha... i duno la... lolx... hope i aint tat bad a person ba... lolx... duno how come leh... nowadays i am like living aimlessly liddat... nothing to aim... nothing to strive for... no one to love, no one to hate (i dun wanna hate any1)... i feel so weak... buy hack care ba... life have to carry on...

tired and broke...

argh... damn... i'm gonna be damn broke this week... jus bought a shirt $20, top up fare card $10, buy halflife 2 $70, watch movie and stuff not sure how much i spend... argh... jus the freaking starting of my weeek and i'm broke... tmr still goin swensens... needa treat layting, and my jie, angeline... diaoz... hm... see how ba... tmr gonna claim some money frm my mom... haha... alot of times i top up fare card never take money frm em sia.. damn sian... no work this hols, so damn broke now...

today went out with layting, angeline, and ivy... went to raffles city to meet em, then walked to suntec and watched The Incredibles.... haha... so nice... really funny... a must watch... lolx... then after the show went arnd shpping with em... then i, stand arnd lo... like statue... lolx... but okay la... after tat had dinner with em, and chatted be4 we went home... practically wad i did today was SPEND MONEY... thx to half life ba... hope dun lemme regret.. haha... jus wrote testi for the ppl who wrte for me testimonials in friendster... ahaha... owe em le pai sei... so write back lo... haha

now still thinking abit about this coming sem... how... hope the review is positive ba... although all my hopes 99% gone liao... lolx...

recovered?

these few days never come to blog... 2 reasons... 1st play game too much le... till like gena addicted liddat... then 2nd is cos i really duno y sia... these few days very no mood... haix... as i said in an earlier post ba... but i think things are getting betta these few days... gettin out with frens and stuff, somehow made me felt betta... but oso turned down some outings... cause really feelin very moody, and dun feel like leavin the house... sorry guys...

but today played bball... hhaa... was damn fun... and my outside scoring today slightly more on form... and i think i prefer liddat, shun bian can play a more outside role when playing bball instead of playin center all the time... tommy sprained his ankle, and i strained my groin and my knee... haix... knee was an old injury liao... sian... now still pain... but had lots of fun today...

but in the end abit disappointed... cause actually wanna go makan @ harbourfront's noodle hut de... budden all dun wan dun wan... haix... ended up makaning at food junction... sian 1/2... but ended up still okay la... tok alot of cock there... haha...

sianz...

haiz... back to the usual sianz mood i have... duno y ba... whenever i think i have to retake my pmkt i sian 1/2 sia... oso dunno how i feelin now... jus found out some things tat i dun actually wish should happen... dunno how to say la... jus maybe i shall not be too good to ppl ba... sometimes... haix... abit dissapointed, sad, dejected... i duno la... wtf lo..

i thot i treated u as my very good fren sia.. treat u betta and stuff.... haix.. but somehow this way i treat ppl got misunderstood as another kind of good... maybe so... but i am sincere with the frienship... but if becos i am treatin tat some1 too good ah... and u dun really like it, i can stop it de... and i apologise... :S i didnt noe i was too over-shitting(guo fen)... somehow these few days damn sian liao... due to my results... wtf... then this thing happens... sorry.. this paragraph might be abit cheem for some of u guys to understand... but shortly, i am jus feeling not myself these few days ba...

but i would like to thank some1 though... haha... chatted with me when i down... and stuff liddat... shall not reveal the name though... jus want to thank the person...

hm... wad am i feeling now?

wad a 180 degrees change in mood... yest was my super ultra high day... then today was a horror movie for me... haix.... ok... so tok bout the happy things 1st... lolx...

yest was the dna afterglow party... held at palawan beach... haha... went to ifah's house to prepare the foodstuff... then pia to palawan beach in sammy's car... haha... reach there jus nice... settled everything and started to play games... 1st game, whacko... haa... fun... then after tat captain's ball... won 1 lost 2... but really had great fun... then went to makan... haha... ate quite alot... pat's sandwiches very delicious... haha... then we played some telematch games.... wahaha.. then the sfs started to play with the flour... lolx.. heng i hide away frm the crowd.. so i tio abit only... then we played dog and bone, waterbomb style... damn fun... waahhaa... after tat i dragged 'dragon' aka daniel into the sea with the help of other ppl... lolx... so fun... wahhaa... 1st time i got so sandy and wet and salty... haha... 1st time stayed in the beach till so late... ahaha... fun... alot of 1st time... 1st time put flower at my ear there machiam gay liddat... but never care... lolx... 1st time took so many pics... omg... dna rocks... haha... afterglow rocks even more... wahaha... but i am already missing everything frm dna... the experience, the ppl, the things, the laughter, the fun... haha... although i noe everything have to come to an end, but the feeling i am havin now is so wierd... very difficult to describe... maybe 'she bu de' every1 ba... ahaha... but nvm... the next camp, i will cfm join de... wahhaaha...

now, to the sad part of the story... haha... got back my results today... was as to wad i had feared the most... i failed pmkt... die la... dun wanna think the consequences... tmr go sch then see wad happen... hope i appeal will chen gong ba... haix... wish me luck ba ppl... haha... today chatted with angeline on the phone quite long... during afternoon... lolx... crapped all the way... thx... at least distracted me frm thinkin bout my results... haix... tmr meeting jiahao in sch... to see wad we can do about our fuked up results... haix... hope ming tian hui geng hao ba...

feeling alot betta le... thx...

thx peeps.. for askin me how was i... really felt alot betta le... mood's wise, still not really good? but i think had became betta le ba... i think i yest got food poisoning ba... cough, fever, vomit + lsing... haha... jia lat sia... today felt alot betta, but the cough still there...

went to meet the BTs, erny pat joanna and ann to discuss and buy stuff... then eventually yeting came to find us and we discussed more about our wet weather plan and stuff ba... so we decided to change the afterglow venue to sentosa... timing still the same... 3.45pm... at palawan beach...please dun be late... and lets hope ti gong help us ba... dun rain... and lastly, hope every1 will be cheerful and healthy by then ba... haha... take care every1... esp those who are sick... ;)

very very sick...

haiz... it's been like hell today... very sick... argh... fever, diarohoea...*duno izzit lidat spell* kaoz lo... i have been puking wad i ate today, and ls-ing like hell... some 1 pls save me... ahaha... really jia lat sia... but somehow got betta le ba... today practically slept the whole day... actually wanted to go pool with poi and the rest de... but i too sick to leave house le... sian...

tmr goin to buy the foodstuff with the BTs... so i think i shall slp earlier tonite ba... arbo later tmr cmi liao...

*currently feelin down and sick* v.v

the mood carries on...

as carried on frm yest... my moodiness had not subsided... haix... have reasons de... wanna say out but jus dunno how to put it into words ba... haiz... really is ignts sia... dunno y... maybe need some1 who really cares to tok to me? or wad... i really dunno... why am i feeling liddat now... argh... pls tok to me if u really care... but dun blame me if i dun feel like saying... haix... but i will be happy if any1 asks...

anyway, away frm the unhappy things... today played bball, badminton and pool... hhaa... dint do tat well for the 3rd 1... haha... the rest still okay la... play till quite shuang la... budden i still feel that there is something missing in my life... wad is tat... dun wanna tok bout it le... i sometimes am wondering bout myself... how come when i see something i dun like or wad, how come i dun voice it out... alot of things in my heart, in my brain... but i need something to pour out these troubles... :(

no one cares and no one jus cares
no one cares and no one jus cares...

tired and saded...

haiz... last nite went to plan the dna afterglow thingy with the BTs... then erny and pat met us, followed by yeting... then layting and angeline after tat met us to go watch movie... abit caught in the middle when choosing wad movie to watch... then eventually watched shark tale with ben, layting and angeline... the show was damn funny... watch finished le went to taka mcdonalds to eat ice cream... then took a cab down to mt faber safra there to bowl... lolx... was quite consistant last nite... so was quite happy with it... kaoz lo... bowling was damn cheap... $1 per game... play 5 games liddat... then 2+ - 3 am liddat liao... went to wy house to torn overnite.... cause my house no one ans phone... sian diao... so went there till 6+ then walked over to my aunt house... hhaa.. jus opposite nia... so nvm... was so damn tired tat i bathe le immediatly zzz-ed...

today was a super boring day for me... haix... stay at home whole day... eventually went to a pet shop with my sis... the dogs there very cute... i think the breed is charles king cavlier or something liddat de ba... very cute... i was actually expecting to play bball... then haix... all too tired le... never play in the end... wonder y i feel rather left out these few days... by my frens, and stuff liddat... how come... or is it myself being too sensitive... very emotionally down... or maybe i pms... LoLx... dun care bout me ba... i think it is 1 of my mood swings ba... ARgh..

I'm Back~~~

woo hoo~~~ back frm DNA camp 2004.... lolx... had lots and lots of fun there... made alot more new frens, had a new 'trademark' aka the 'unicorn' lolx... wahhaa... oriyaki rulez... me, ann, kailing, jasryl, alex, jekbao, layting & madeline... haha... started out as strangers, endin up as super good team mates and frens... the theme for this time is 'where evolution begins' so different grp came out with different names, allouettes, rappersaurus, lap chiong, oriyaki, pigfly, hippoguni, lead by patricia, michelle, jeremy, ann, joanna, and yeting respectively... following is erny who is the overall SF and both SSFs Joe and Benson...

day 1
woke up at 5+ to bathe and prepare to go to lavander mrt to meet the peeps to proceed to genting... recieved a present frm my angel and my mortal... lolx... my mortal was joe by the way... hahha... on the bus, we played many games.. haha.. animal games the most... haha... and there was where i got my trademark frm - the unicorn... wahhaa... casue i am snake de... budden some1 use le... so i use unicorn.. lol... my fav animal target, dolphin aka michelle... haha... then played and laughed all the way during the bus ride until we stopped to have lunch... lunch was quite okay la... i only liked the 'mai pian xia' haha... the rest was jus acceptable... when we reached there, checked into awana genting... shared a room with alex and alvin... then we proceeded to the field to have our telematch games... our grp got the best score for telematch eventually... wahhaa... at nite was our laser games... had great fun and we and lap chiong made the SFs 'lose' their laser game challenge...

day 2
had many things on this day... obstacle rope course, flying fox(my fave), rock climbing, and abseilling(80ft & 120 ft) haha... was so damn fun... played the rope course liao, then proceded to the flying fox... played tat 2 times liddat, then went back to the rope course, then found out that hippoguni and rappersaurus are competing for the best timing to complete the rope course... so we oso took their challenge and played... wahha... halfways, my shoe got stuck sia... lolx.. then bo pian... took out both shoes and played on... wahaha... and finally, we won it sia.. completing it within 4+ mins... the whole grp...wahha... then we did rock climbing... my hand sustained an injury frm the flying fox... cause there got 1 bridge, i accidentally got a deep cut frm the wire... was like dripping blood then... went to the rock climbing course and managed to complete it... jekbao was MIA again as usual... haha... then we found him and he climbed the 2nd most difficult wall... haha... 2 times somemore... and kailing, had the honour to be the 1st gal to climb finish the most difficult wall.. haha... so power sia... then we went for lunch be4 proceeding to abseilling... at 1st we were quite afraid that abseilling will be cancelled due to the rain... but we did it as normal... haha.. i did the 80ft abseil 2 times, then did the 120ft 1 time... damn fun...

later at nite was the 'hunt for red october' me and layting(ah girl), went together with ben and yan ping to search for the places and stuff... the game is like a massive treasure hunt liddat lo... lol... except that it was the most exciting treasure hunt i enjoyed... lolx... super fun... got myself wet frm head to toe... had our performance practice later at nite although we were all dead beat...

day 3
went to jungle trek, which was supposed to be an event during day 2, was postponed till today due to the bad weather last nite... was kinda slipping all the way during the trekking cause of my shoe... was abit pai sei... cause made ah girl and alex carry the pail of water all the way... budden after tat i did 'qi gong' lolx... no la... actually was becos i sweated alot and whole body was hot, so i started 'emitting smoke' frm my body... lolx.. every 1 was like arnd me lookin at the smoke... haha...

checked out of awana genting to proceed to longhouse... had our practice frm 2+ till 530 liddat before playing animal game with the rest... was the only 1 who did not lose at all... lolx... even poi oso tio strike 2 times le... but sian la... i think i too power le... then no one dare to aim me sia... haha... had our 'bbq dinner' then went to the longhouse to the start of our performance... budden 'tian bu zhuo mei' got black out... then we have to perform at the other side of longhouse, without proper lighting and sound system... budden it was quite fun... although i zhao sia untill cmi le... budden i still cheer and sing with my best... i think alot of the peeps were very impressed with our cheers and performance according to ann~ haha... was so happy that my grp got best cheer award... wahhaa... the best trainee award went to kailing~ very proud of her... esp the way she lead our grp in the cheering part when each of the main cheerleaders in each grp was called out to discuss a cheer that the whole of dna have to cheer together... somemore tat cheer have to be new de... then the angel and mortal game was revealed... haha... and we played and danced... the sun dance and another 1... every1 was so high sia... until 3+ then every1 started to pengz liao... then suddenly, a thunderstorm came... canvas sheets were lowered down... but no use... so we used chairs and a table to block... but still no use... me, abriel, jason, and the SFs started to salvage the situation... haha... findin raffier string, fishing string, and so on to tie the canvas sheets... then chatted with abriel till quite late... 430 liddat, then angeline felt very cold... and keep shivering... and she kept holding on to my hand... so i held hers and blowed hot air to keep her warm lo... then i blow till i slept... woke up at 7+ shivering... although i had my jacket on...

day 4
cont frm jus now, i woke up at 7+ shivering, then went to the toilet and packed my stuff and proceeded to genting theme park... haha... played many rides... so high... we played and cheer at the same time sia... instead of screaming during the rides we said scared~ haha... damn fun... in the end of the day, went to kenny rogers for makan... damn... regreted it sia... waste my time... argh.. dun wana tok about it liaoz... fuked up service... dun have time to go buy souvieniers... then we left genting at arnd 3+ liddat... and headed for singapore... lolx... chatted all the way in the bus, then after tat me, yan ping, joanna, ann, yeting and kailing started to sing to joe... haha... so many songs sia... at least got 30++ songs ba... everything oso we change the song, some words of it la.. to his name, Joe Ang Zhi Kai... lolx... mmostly we used zhi kai... so funny.... and some funy cheer oso... then he oso enjoyed it ba... lolx... after tat, we reached singapore customs... queue so long... then they open a new counter tat time, i jump over the bar... haha... long legs is liddat de... then very funny... the old couple behind me sian diao... cause they cannot jump pass the bar like i did... so funny...

went to KAP to makan with the remaining ppl... kept laughing and chatting like no one's business and made fun of joe's WTF? lolx... so funny~~~ lastly went home and pengz le... so damn tired...

now, i am already missing the 4 days we had enjoyed together... DNA ROCKS~!!! 3 cheers for DNA~~
things i like bout dna
cheers, people, photo taking, every1 being so high, my group, and many more... wahha... and this is my record breaking blog... so long... and took me like 1 hr + to type... lolx...