confused day...

haha... today quite a few things happened... got back blaw project, 38/65... not tat well done... haix... got back pmkt paper... 11.5/50... best liao lo... lucky got retest... haha... news up to now still no good... then went to library to do project... no room... so jus cont to do... at the individual tables... duno y i jus lack the concentration to do the stuff... f***... cant even concentrate properly these few days... wanna get back on my track asap... or i will really breakdown... haiz... really feel bad for not really doin as much things as i was supposed to do this sem... have to apologise to gack and jean they all... kaoz... i am sorry dudes... cant seem to settle myself down...

the only good thing that happened today i think was on the bus, i slept till jus nice when reachin my stop, i woke up... feeling damn shag... went home, feelin damn tired... mentally and physically... i think i overstrained my spine these few days... hurtin now... told some1 something jus now... but was happy to get an answer i was satisfied with~ i dun think wanna go into details la... although on the other hand i sad oso la... but who cares~ life still have to go on... as usual... i just need some1 to settle me down now... currently listenin to jay's "gui ji" kaoz... and then jus found out it depicts wad i am feelin now... omg...

feelin damn unsettled... i wonder who will have the pwer to make me settle down... nothing seems to be able to let myself settle down... tried so many times myself by preventin me frm thinkin too much... but jus cant... *help*